Whether we working, learning, or living. They all need something, not just something that would stay put, but something that dynamically changes. Just like the mind of human, soul could not stay fixed, they tend to grow larger.

Love would might just same as soul, but those are just words, you could not take what granted to you without an effort. For the past years, I might done everything could be imagined just to live the expectation what others does.

Not just for everyone, but for someone that surely are serendipity, something that hold merit, not equal for everyone, but seems so fair for everything.

Thou may read my previous article Ultimate Wish, and come to end with unrequited. Truly a wonderful, I had resent her for almost this past 3 month, more sorrow is what to get. Tried to reconcile with my feelings to give more chances for loving her, aches is all over my heart.

I prayed to god, unclear answer in my dreams. This not just about my mentality, it is my head that full of her, it always been. Once again, just to be hoped for serene, don’t put grudge over woman, said my friends.

Not many know, what deep inside of my hearts, still keep the feelings, cherished till this day, until my eternal sleep. Many had story for the past, only several reside my heart, I’ll fight the agony.

This is not about pushing your way to love, love is something that needs time, it need times to rest, it need times to grow. Mutual is a blessing, unrequited is a trial, forcing will only apart more, accept what you feel, accept what you get, accept what you give.

Pour what reside your mind, love the feelings, mind the hearts, past is a story to tell, future is awaiting you. Whether they accept you, or still unrequited, either are truly amazing.