Existing?

Many Years till now, I’m still asked to myself and what does really existed? I uncertainly anxious about this question just because it’s not that simple as you look. it’s god what I’m looking for, does he really exist? he made all of us and who create him? still curious but still worshiping him, do I really need that? it’s just because my curiousity might be answered by himself, so this is me who doing Quantum which boths of true and false in one circuit. does you have prove if I’m wrong? comment on below section.