Do you believe in the fate? well, I’m partly put a faith onto it. Until I began closer to god through christianity, I’m already learning christianity since years ago, around 2019. Lately, my friends make me realize I were freemason till then, at least on the essences, I’m truly an agnostic/atheist which not really sure either. But now, I’m in orthodox.

Until suddenly people came to me, then I just realized that time so fast and learn more through bible. I got baptist that point, but recently I took a new baptism in orthodoxy, some may see it pointless, but it was necessary in this new faith, it about genuinity of whom baptist me.

Orthodox weren’t a simple movement when I learn at first, which this is simply not just another christianity church movement, yet it was something deeper. An pure faith, not simply learning bible was enough, there’s more to it.

Tradition weren’t unique either, at least from my background on learning many religions before, especially muslims. Somehow it was similar to muslims tradition, but it is christian. Then I realize so many traditions in muslims were taken from orthodox.

As an Indonesian, I’m affiliated with Gereja Orthodox Indonesia which synode with the Genuine Greek Orthodox Church. We’re already minority in Indonesia as religious group, also minority in christian, but we also minority inside orthodox.

I chose to serve god through this faith, my last and genuine heart to overcome. Well, you might wonder what bring me here? yes, absolutely, it was her again that I write for her for years that leaving me now, I’m hurt, brokenhearted, but it’s okay, I’ll still cherish my feelings.

My business already overwhelming after many bruises to my heart and losses to the company, at least I want to stay calm and grasp the braveness to overcome the storm, with God. Lord Have Mercy, May God be with thou.